sincethe smoke cleared and you can think normally now... why dont' you try to get high a complely legal way... lift weights hard really hard really intense... I swear after 30 mins you're like "whoah I don't care about ---- right now" and then you eat a ----load and if you take a quick nap you feal like heaven...
I work out everyday, I don't care about being ripped, I just want to be a little ripped and fit. It won't help after drinking 2.8L of beer this thursday, lol.
everyday is over training if you put in full intensity. and if you dont' put in full intensity, you won't get semi-high or much bigger. go to failure... pain is a friend and then your body makes endorphins to get rid of the pain and you go into vicodinland without vicodin... and legally...