Thats not his reason douche. That doesn't help, but thats not it dude. and to Cheeky, suicide isn't the answer, it won't help anyone, nor will it help yourself. I'm sure I can't help you much but eh, I can try... If you are good at making templates, then I'd say just try to make some and sell those buddy, it'll help get some income with any free time you got.. Not a huge amount of money but it's better than nothing?..