Anyone Have This Tut By Any Chance?

Hey you great and amazing photoshop designers. The ones who are too modest, just go ahead and appreciate yourself, for the others that gloat, do so. Since I feel like an idiot. I have abandoned photoshop for about a good 6 months since I couldn't find the source of this tutorial again. I'm strictly against C4D's, they are just like stealing creativity for me, and I like this tutorial.



I used to create many sigs that imitate this style. For some unsure reason, I never saved the tutorial. Is there by ANY way someone can give me this tutorial or know where I can get it? If I get this signature back, I'll adapt myself back to photoshop and enjoy designing my old stuff. If you want to check it out, here it is...







Any help would be appreciated. Please GR, help me out

P.S. I have sent the thread creator Essense multiple posts and concerns, he had yet to respond to me, it is a bummer :\