So you talked to them, and he really did do it? Damn. I hope no one still knows. Atleast there will be hope that hes alright for the least.
Honestly this just isn't going to kill him. Not yet anyway. If he dies from this, which I doubt he will, it will be slow and painful and he will spend about five days throwing up in hospital before it happens. More likely he'll just get some liver damage and take a few days in hospital to recover. I don't really feel sorry for maj if he does die in his sleep, but I feel sorry for him for the pain he's probably going to have to go through because of his impulse method. And also for the conversations he's going to have to have with his family. I wish him the best.
If it's for real Jamie, my condolenses to your family and friends and I'm sorry it came down to this.
Since this is a suicide note aka your final words, this should be in "The Last Word" section. And if you think you have a crap relationship with your dad now, how do you think he's gonna feel if his kid killed himself.
Multiple people have said he did it. Including his mum and Natasia. So I guess believe what you will, but I do trust Darren on this. He was closer to him then anyone else I know.