Too long? Won't read? I killed myself. ------ you. ---- Tonight myself and my father cleared up a lot of tension in our friendship. 10years of hatred for destroying my family life has been somewhat resolved. Now i know i can pass away peacefully. Yes, i'm topping myself. Call me all the names you want. I'll spill my guts to GR one last time, so you know who i am, who i was, who i'm going to become. Who i was? I was born Jamie Christie on the 5th of September 1990 in the royal alexandra hospital in Paisley, Scotland. Who i am now? I am Jamie Christe, eighteen years old. Open alcoholic. Open drug addict. Manic Depressive. Insomniac. Failure. Who i will become? While i type this i've got 20 tylanol(sp?), 20 paracetomol + 20 asprin in my body. Once i finish i'm going to my bed, to close my eyes and fall asleep for one final time. I will be cremated, and have my ashes spilled across the top of my favorite mountain range, so i can eternal bask in the eternal beauty of my homeland. Oh well, this is it. Thats all you will have from me, everything else has been written down for my father to find in roughly 5hours time when he wakes for work. It has strict instructions of my final wished. My apologies to my family and friend. One finally word, to those whom i truely was friends with here. Darren(Tnuck) - I actually met you, you're a cracking lad and i can tell you'll go far in life... i'm just sorry we wont be celebrating new years together ): James(Jay) - Sadly i never had the privilage to spend time with you. I guess that flight to Scotland will have to be canceled ): Sorry for wasting you time mate. Bryan(Dementia) - You're a ------ing ------, but i felt we would get along if we eventualy met in the real world. Goodbye mate Conor(Broken) - Good luck in law school(yeah i know you arent doing it anymore) See you bud Ruben(Neuron) - The guy i grew closest to before my departure. Too bad i wont be able to see that awesome street festivle. Danny(.zero) - You're complete anonymous about everything you've ever done. I feel as if i knew you though. See you bud. Goodbye world, you're a cruel mistress i could not handle. (note i've pasted this onto many forums so any information may seem strange.)
I don't know I think it's serious. He said bye to me and a bunch of other stuff, and he just signed off. I hope he didn't do it.
Maj may joke about a lot of ----, but suicide wouldn't be one. And if it is, that's just sad for anyone.
He was serious. It's a shame if he actually can't take it and does pass on. Knowing Maj though...he'll probably wake up tomorrow with a headache whilst laying naked in a cornfield 20 miles from his house and have no clue how he got there.
holy ---- man his chances of living are slim http://uk.answers.yahoo.com/question/index...09154623AAC3jwa
I think it's serious too. and it sucks because right now in life I'm feeling real sad and lonely and the thought of someone I like offing themselves just isn't something I need. I want happy positive things.
