Well ladies and gentleman, I know that you will not want to hear my pain but here it goes anyways. Earlier this morning my Parents call India to talk to my Grandmother as usua, but this time the news comes to them that she passed away earlier this morning ;( To my mom it was her mom. To me it was like my own Mother passed away. My Grandparents were the ones who raised me. My grandfather and grandmother raised me as their child since I was one minute old. They were with me my whole life till I became 12 and moved to US. But they still remembered me and my brother, and loved us more than ever. After we left India, the next year my grandfather got really ill. No one knew why or how. There were no symptoms of illness to be found. The only thing I could say back then was that when my brother and I left, it felt to him that his whole world was gone. Because, admit it that children bring the most joy to anyone's life. Hence, in this time my brother and I were his world. We were told that he wasn't able to talk much, he didn't walk outside like he used to in the Morning and evening (afterschool) with my brother and I. He was just like a paralyzed man, but with everypart of his body still working. Late in 2005, December 25th..when My parents call India to say Merry Christmas, we get one long cry of our grandmother saying that my grandfather has just passed away. That was then and that day killed me as he raised me, taught me everything I know, taught me how to behave, how to do certain things in life. Best of all how to have fun all the way till the day you die. No matter what job you do or where you are. Now earlier this morning, after 3 years we get another bad news. My grandmother is no more... ;( It killed me inside as I burst into tears..and everyone in my family started crying. I am usually the guy in the house, well all around, who tells people not to cry. And I tell you that for these two days I have never cried in my life more than for them. Just the thought of these two people kills me inside. So I really do not know what to say to GR, I will be out in late July for about a Month or Two to go to India, and visit ... even though when I knock on the door no one will answer as the house is abandoned after 50+ years of Joy.............. ;( Hence, I quit Justice League, I resigned from Artistic Genesis...and I do not know what I will do at my job tomorrow morning ... ...
That's terrible news, I would know, I lost my grandfather recently as well. Take it easy, don't rush back here until you are ready.
o im srry dude. i dont really no how it feels to lose anybody, so i wont say i no how it feels, but i hope ur pain passes eventually. and i totally understand u leaving Jl, its alright dude.
I know I feel terrible inside I just cannot explain the feeling that is growing inside right now... And I am really sorry Beowolf. It is nothing personal but I doubt that I can do something good for a while -Zain
Damn dude, that's awful, especially as you were so close. We all know what it's like to lose someone, so keep strong and may she rest in peace.
Very sorry to hear that. I know the feeling of losing someone, and it especially hurts when you have a close relation with that person. Stay strong is all I can say bud.
Thank you everyone. This is really not the time for me to be happy or sad. If I am sad I will do worse than what I am suppose to with others and they will just let me go If I am happy the sadness inside will kill me All I can do is stay strong and keep up with my life Thanks again And yes she is going to Rest in Peace, and no matter what I am doing, she will always keep a keen eye on me .. Watching me from Heaven ;( V
* Brutal Post Warning * While I am sorry for your loss, I know the loss of family members is hard from multiple personal experiences, I feel 1 thing should be addressed... Do not quit, give up, think things are useless, etc. because you are in a slump. Take a break, do not quit, don't resign from graphics crews, don't quit work, don't do anything like that, if you need time, tell them. It is extremely irrational and illogical to just say, '**** it' to everything in life and go be a hermit in your corner.
sorry to hear of your loss m8, like what Dem said dont give up just take a break and come back when your ready.
