Public Apology

to start..

AG.. My crew, my friends. I wanted to join this crew, you guys, so I could improve with you all. I wasn’t expecting to co-Lead, I wasn’t expecting to even be accepted. EBK has always been one of my favorite designers. Renagade was the coolest.. admirable Moderator, the first I noticed when I first joined, over a year ago.

When he put me as co-Leader I got more active overall. I didn’t want to lose it. I didn’t want to lose everything.

I had done a good job to clean up my reputation as a truthful honest kid when the whole time I was lying.
Ironic.

When it resurfaced, the problem.. the issue. I had copped out a good story. I do have 4 computers here, I did own that one account, and I did lose it from stupidity of sharing it a bit. I had lost everything once. Twice. And the third time, I didn’t want to lose it a third time.

I was on vacation, too. I’m not the most active person. When I went to NYC we walked from 32nd street Train station to Rockefeller plaza, about 20 some blocks away, to Nintendo World Store. The trip back and a few more stores with several flights of stairs later we were back on the train, only to get off and find out the frickin car wouldn’t start. Around 5.
So we had to get it towed, and my dad called his friend. We were stuck for about two hours in NJ heat, I was sweaty, my legs were sore, and it was just miserable.
The frickin night before that, 5 to 9, we go into PetSmart and come out to our van, which wouldn't accept the key. Apparently turned out to be a broken keylock.
So I was in a ----ty mood most of the week.

But hey, I was part of the staff that day! I was promoted to Community Staff that morning.
So, on my uncle’s slow 56k dial-up I did a bit of moderating and went to bed.

I woke up, with the news.

I was part of the staff.. AG co-Leader.. good rep, friends.

I didn’t want to lose it, I couldn’t believe it was brought up, again, a year later.

I’m sorry guys. I lied to try to cover it up but in the end I couldn’t keep up. So I admitted it all, and I was lucky to keep my account. But because of that I permanently lost any staff position and probably most of anyone’s respect.

I was supposed to uphold my composure and the pristine honor that comes with Artistic Genesis, let alone the co-Leader! If I had admitted it right on, I may have gotten to be staff again one day. Maybe.

I’m sorry Renagade, you trusted me. I’m sorry team, for dragging it here. To this thread.


Marforce, when it was first brought up several months ago I showed you something that “proved” I wasn’t that specific member. You got me out of the mess and I thought I was set. I’m sorry I used .. tricked you.

Kirbir.. 
I took severe advantage of our friendship. Knowing you would defend me I kind of confided my false identity in you. You were a friend to that member, and me, but I tricked you into thinking we were different. And I’m sorry, I wish I could have only paid you back more, as no amount can ever fix it, but it would help compensate maybe a little.

Logic, I was pissy with you and Dementia when I was a noob back in II. But you gave me a second chance.
Thanks.

Gurly
I don’t think we ever talked, but I hear you and Kirbir were defending me to the end. You both.. you both, I know you wish for the best and don’t want to believe somebody could cop a story quite like mine, and lie to your faces.. you’re always out to help each member. Thanks. I’m sorry.

My last bit of my PM was immature too, the complaints. Nothing more to it than that.

Thanks for letting me stay, all.
I am sorry, I’ll edit this if I have more.. I feel I’m missing something.

I honestly thought I was gone for good.

 

the way you explained it to me on msn i think clears up a lot of confusion if you people cant accept this then whats good enough

 

mm... I don't see my apology

 

---- happens i suppose but you should have told me hun, im not going to rant at you as i see no point in doing so, no point in me making you feel worse. I have to say this though, i defended you to the end, Dementia was pissed at me because i kept defending you even AFTER the proof was posted up, i still did not believe it.

If you would have just told me from the beginning i would have been happier, i am not one to judge, you ------ed up, everyone does, we can't stop that, its part of life but to keep lying about it wasn't cool at all.

You still have my friendship but you have lost my trust and thats something that isn't easily gained back but i won't judge you because of this, i won't not talk to you because of this, as i said, ---- happens, people make mistakes, i can deal with that just please do not lie to me.

 

Too emotional for the internet.
and 1 day before your birthday

 

Still don't understand the entire situation, but, well it's.. a never mind, i miss you dew ...

 

so... wtf happened?

regardless ---- happens I guess. You can only do so much. Best of luck and everything.

 

*cries*
Dew plz don't leave, your an awesome co-leader/member for AG.
plzzzz dont leave man!!!

 

^ Agreed

 

Don't know the situation and iam pretty sure i don't even want to know it but youre taking it like a man, kudo's for that. ^_^

 

I don't get it...

What exactly did you lie about lol?

Well anyway I don't care about any of that actually, all that matters is your sigs and avys are awesum.

 

Oh, well if you don't know the situation you won't get a word of it. And yeah my bday is tomorrow.

This is mainly for those named in it. Kirbir.. thanks.

 

No worries hun, lie to me again though and you get the kirbir slap just like this one *SLAP* keke?

 

I wish I knew what happened here...

At least you had the nads to apologize publicly. That takes a lot of courage.

 

Happy almost birthday then