i went through the same thing with the parents part and wanted to kill the reason [not naming], but in the end they got back together and just had tense moments a lot. looking back, i found how stupid i was... you should take a few moments to reconsider and think about what your going to do so you dont regret it later on. the raping part... i dont know what to say... people nowadays are stupid and nobody should go through all of that.
I wouldnt recommend hurting your friends, because if you seriously hurt them on acciedent then you wont be able to forgive yourself, like give thme eye damage or even kill them. Its not hard at all to kill someone just by punching them, and many people dont relize how easy it is and how much it really happens. Also, try to keep the "kill them" comments under warps incase something does happen to the people and they check these forums, your then liable, even if u did nothing.
The same thing happened to a member of my family. I felt the urge to kill, alot of ----. Absolutely no one knows the I harbor all of this, friends, family, no one. But it hurts the most because the rapist was my real father. My mom has divorced him now, and I want to find him and kill the mother----er every day. I know how you feel, because it caused alot of hardships in my family as well. I've developed anger issues, love issues, but my family bond has grown alot stronger. It's just one of those things that all you can do is bitch about and feel alot worse, so I suggest trying to get some sort of help, I never did though.. and I'm 15, and we're not exactly a well-to-do family so I'm probably not gonna.
k thanks all, it'd be easyer if i didnt have too my dad take these tablets, My mum had to take something like them but not as strong when she first found out about her deasese, i really dont want to see it but i guess, lifes a bitch, Im starting to do stuff like write poems, even though they dont bring ya mind of it, they somehow help thats hard to explain I dont think ill do something stupid, And my main target is to not to hurt my friends
Omg, you shouldnt say that, even if you think he is lying, there is an even chance he wont be and I believe him.
yeah, your friends is one of the few people that you can actually trust and can relate so theyre good for ya
god, i'm so sorry ofr you and your family, don't know if I can helkp you, but try to get rid of ur anger, dont know, grab a tenis ball, then go to the street and start trowing it hard against a wall, it works for me when i'm with rage.. m8 gl, dont worry that'll pass wid time, and remember, there is black people good and bad, as it is white people good and bad, m8 good luck dont ever give up
Why would he lie about such a horrible event? I am sorry about your father, and I think you should seek a guidance counselor or therapist. Very sorry you had to go thru this expierence.
