First i start by saying sorry for any racism, but if you've ever been though this, you'll under stand, or when you've fully read it Hey. My names carl and im 14 Well, So far, with help of my friends, ive been able to not let anything effect me thats lifes thrown at me But, 2 years ago, i found my mum had a deasese called huningtons, ive had real problems with frustration until a few months ago, i started just getting over it completely The deasese changed my mum so my dad and her started fighting alot, And they split, a few week ago, they started getting back together and about a week ago, they went to a party, on there way about about 12 at night, they were mugged by 2 black men My dad started taking tranquilisers, and i couldnt understand, surly being mugged inst that bad, but, about 2 hours ago, my mum told be why its so badly effected him He got raped, I held in the need to punch something or saddness until everyone had left Now i just have a deep feeling to want to hurt someone, someone black, im not a racist, one of my best friends is black, But i just cant take it, i just wish i had a knife and could find them, Can somebody help me please? the reason i ask here is because, i know there is a massive mix of people here, some that've been through same thing and may be able to help I cant talk to any of my family, I cant talk to my dad because of those tranquilisers make him like he isnt even there Sorry about the next bit but I JUST WANT TO KILL THE LITTLE ----ING MOTHER----ERS AND WATCH THEM BLEED TO DEATH
Im sure a few people have read this and dont know what to say, I didnt at first. Look for anger management, they dont look down on anyone for racist feelings because they know what its like when your so mad at something. You could also look on the internet for something that can help your dad. Im sure there is many therpaists that can help people in that situation and their families.
oh god thats not fun , I'd say the same as term ''Im sure there is many therpaists that can help people in that situation and their families. '' and gl with it.......
First off, I really feel for you. Any sick head who does something like that deserves to die, wether black or white. Secondly, I want you to think about this. If the rapist was white, would you still be feeling the same way, if yes, then what your feeling is pretty normal. I have been mugged before, and it's not something you can ever forget. I was mugged by a black person, and for a few days, I was scared of every black person I saw. So, I just sat down and thought about it. I calmed down and said that anger and fear wasn't going to get in the way of bringing the man to justice. I talked to my Dad and we got in contact with the police, I gave a description and he was caught. That's my story and I hope it turns as good as it did for me. I really reccomend that you talk to someone at your school about it. I am 14 too but trust every signle one of teachers at the school.
Iam Sorry... If I were you and could find those ----ers I would cut their balls off and shove them down their throat, But until then you need some angermanagment therapy, If you keep thinking about it alot , it will really affect your health.
Damn thats a bad story and so sad to hear but you cannot judge an entire race of people because of two people's actions however its widely known that the black culture in some ways have a lot of voilence in their nature just look at Nelly or 50cent's music videos or lyrics to figure that out. I beleive if the people who did it where white you wouldnt be thinking the same way you'd hate them not the entire race. I'd recommend speaking to the guidance councellor at your school there trained and specialised to help people in these kind of situations!!
Sorry for ya man, one question that you could ask yourself from stopping being angry towards black people (not offending you or anything) Would you be mad if it was a white man? But i understand you're feeling, i think i'd feel that way too. Hoping for ya it'll get better soon.
Just chill, maybe listen to some much, sit outside on like a lawn chair and try not to think about anything. Don't take your anger out on anyone that didn't do anything to you, especially anyone close to you.
Thanks all, I guess i would be feeling pretty much that same if it was a white person, and maybe would have done something already Until i go back to school and see my teacher, ill just lay low, In my bedroom or something, so i dont take it out on anyone I swear, if i ever find the 2 that did this, im going to Castrate them.... Slowly with a rusty saw so then they get infected and die slowly
The reason you are taking in regards his ethnicity is probably because you image the people that did it only as that: black. You dont know anything about them beyond that. Your mind will replay that very thought because thats all you have onrop for now. My advice? Take the time to sit down and just do something for yourself. Listen to music and doing art always helps me. Heck, I even design - interior and architecture-wise - houses in 'The Sims 2' as a mean of relaxing. For awhile, the thought of rape even with a non-family friend has been a painful and angering thought, but it takes a logical view of it to understand that rape is something we cant stop. If you were to go out and kill him, what good would it do you or him? Crying over spilt milk never helps. If hes still troubled, comfort him - thats always wise. Just dont take it out as an action of hatred.
Wow dude. Thats freakign sick what they did and I can actually relate to you in ways. There was a time in my life where I had this hatred for everyone and anyone due to a few personal problems brought on by people against me. Personally I never went to therapists, although I did consider it. I took my own route which was to find a way to "vent" my anger and emotion without hurting anyone. Now a days I'm fine but once in a while I will revert back to that messed up mental state and will have to take non violent action to calm myself. Listening to music, making art, playing video games, talking to friends, etc. are all things I've done and that have been mentioned by those who posted before me. But just remember don't take out your anger and hatred violently on people for that leads to bigger and badder problems.
Thanks, Im a pretty good hand drawer, ill try that, Believe me im listening to music, Since this happend, ive start changing, ive got the loudest and heavyest rock music u can have, Strange because i didnt even like it before, I also got crap loads of Nirvana and yellowcard on too strangly I dont think ill do anything either, even thought i dont believe in god, i strongly believe in Karma, But, it really starting to look doubhtful, somepeople lifes are just ment to be :censored:
